It's been a while...

I used to write poetry. I don't do that anymore. I don't have time to cut and paste words and pictures that I relate to. Where does that leave me? I have things to say, but do I have time and/or energy to say them?

My stomach still hurts. Let's start with that.

no coffee diet.

i am so tired. i want to drink coffee!

i've always been tired. for as long as i can remember, i've been tried. i've always slept more than i should. i've always gotten out of bed very late.

i started drinking coffee, and the world started to make sense. now, i can't drink coffee anymore, and i am very sad. it causes me to have the most painful stomch aches i've ever experienced in my life. pain that radiates from my lower abdomen, up into my face!

rolls and rolls of rolos.

i just ate a whole roll of rolos, in ten minutes. chain-ate them, if you will. i think i might pay for it later. i have been eliminating dairy and caffeine from my diet. it's not easy, but it's not hard. my stomach just isn't working right these days.